Na jaane kyon......

Ye rishte jo kabhi mere they hi nahi mai unhen apna banane chali thi...kaash aisa ho paata.hota bhi kaise....ke khuda mujhe inhi ke zariye zindgi say milana jo chahta hai...mai roz roz mil rahi hun...aur mere dil per her lamha ek zarb kaari hai...ab agle lamhe na jaane kis ki baari hai...Sabaq zindgi ke naye tou nahi hain...per ab ke derd shadeed hai....najaane kyon....

Jis ki ummid ho jub vo rubaru hojaaye tab kaisa lagta hai ye jaana maine...Is baar Ramzaan mubarak ek naya tohfa lekar mila hai...Acha hai...ek naqab uter gaya hai...kahin koi aaj kisi ki nazar say gir gaya hai...Kahin koi haqeeqaton say mil kar mar gaya hai...kya waqi ...kyon aakhir....zindgi ne ye kaisa sila diya lahu ki ek ek boond lekar .....kya tha ye...dhoke tou sada hi khaaye they....magar ab ke patta nahi kyon dil ko kyon itni taklif huii....

Shaayed dil ko aas thi..ache waqton ki....apni mohabbaton ka yaqeen tha...ke vo dil badal denge...hum apni jaan ke badle unke dil lenge....per sabhon ne jaan leli aur apna dil daman sab bacha liya....apna bachaate bachaate bhul gaye ke unhon ne beshqeemti shaye ganwa di hai....jo unki jaanbakhshi ke kaam aa sakti thi....uska bhi afsos rahega mujhko...ke mai unhen bacha na saki....

Sahi kaha tha aapne Baba" kisi pe andha bharosa mat karna" waqi jazbaat jub dusron ke apne seene may uter aate dikhaii dein tab bhi unka bhi tajziya zaruri hai, ye ab jaa kar jaaana maine...aksar chehre masumiyet ka mazaq ban jaate hain...aksar dil khud apna shikaar hojaate hain...kaash khuda kisi ki neki ke sadqe hi unka dil badal deta...kaash....ye kaash hi meri dua ban jaaye....is ummid ko kabhi maut na aaye...