Sunday, July 29, 2012

Shor







Zindgi...........tune mujhe phir thaka diya...meri jaan nikaal li tu ne...ye kya kya manzar tu ne dikha diya....socha tha ke jo mushkilen theen khwaab theen..tune unhen haqeeqat bana diya.Aah ! ab her saans ek azaab hai.......her muskurahat hai saza...tune khaakh say utha kar khaak may mila diya....Arzoo ab ke kisi aur ke liye ki thi dil ney,,,tune usey bhi mita diya..hmmmm mushkilon may sabar...derd may bhi shukur.....yehi raah rahbar ka paighaam hai....samajh gai hun mai...per is dil ka kya karun jo derd may rota bhi hai.....kisi aur ki khushi chahna gunah tou nahi.....hmmmm tu jaanta hai wahi hai meri khushi...so ye arzu bhi hai meri...mujhe in ka matlab samjhana chahta hai tu....mai samajh gaii hun Maula.


Mai ab teri tarha khamosh nahi hosakti.....ke tu mere shor ka muntazar jo hai...maine awaaz uthaii hai haq ki ....maine jawaab talab kiye hain her us dil say....jisey sahi aur ghalath may koi tameez hi nahi....vo zubaan jo khalikh ko pukaarti ho ,gar wahi zubaan apni zubaan say phir jaaye, ye kaise gawara kiya jaa sakta hai...fehmaish zaruri hai..tanbih islaah ki khatir hoti hai..aur islaah bahbud ki nishaani hai..jo falah-o-bahbud ki khaatir kiya jaaye vo amal khuda ki ain marzi ke mutabiq hota hai....so vo jo chahega karwalega.....mai jo chahungi wahi hoga jo vo chahega.....ke jub husn-e-amal ke pas perda nek niyati karferma ho tab dua manzur hoti hai...Ameen.

Friday, July 13, 2012

Ek shab iqrar ki.....iztarar ki....






Maine us shab khuda say waada kiya, ke ab kabhi  koi shikaayet nahi karungi...zindgi ka her gila us pal heech laga jub vo derd ki intiha say guzar rahi thi....bardasht ki had dekhi maine....us lamha zindgi ka sangeen sach saamne tha....ufff....mere khuda muaf karna mujhe....inaayeten teri khataayen meri....sab yaad aagayeen...tune hamesha is dil ki pukaar suni maula....zindgi ke sabaq mile zarur....magar tera karam shaamil-e-haal raha...tune is dil ka jo mansab socha usi per us ko chala maalik...


Mujh ko taab nahi thi us manzar say nazar milaane ki...mai sherminda thi ke mai shareek-e-haal nahi thi tumhaari.....jo bhi guzri vo tum per guzri....aur meri aankh tamaashaai thi.....mahaz tamaashaai.....mera dil tadap kar dua ban gaya tha....aur meri iltija usko hamesha hi pasand thi..ke vo chahta tha mera iqrar-e-mohabbat..meri takraar usey marghub thi....vo muntazar tha ke kub mai apna taqaza pesh karun aur vo apna....maine manzur karliya.....ke tamaniyet-e-nafs say aham thi meri zindgi ki zindgi...meri zindgi mujhe bakhshi gaii....meri iltija manzur hogaii....


Musalsal chaar raaton ki bedaari ney daras ke kaii baab kholey...her pal ek naya ahad liye mila....maine khud say khuda say bahut saare waadey kiye..khuda kare mai inhen nibha bhi sakun.....