Aaj jub aaine per nazar padi tou kya dekha ke jo chehra dikhaii deraha tha vo wahi tha jisne kaii dinon say ye gawahi di thi, ab mai vo nahi hun ,ab mai badal raha hun, mai waqt ke saath pighal raha hun, per aaj usi chehre ne muskura kar kaha, ke sab teri nazar ka pher hai...jub dil shaad hua teri nazar ne shaadmaani chuni, jub tera dil ghumgeen hua teri nazar ne ghum ki kahaani chuni...saaare jazbe apna aks tujh may hi chod jaate hain..vo kisi aur ko kahan nazar aate hain, vo teri patangen tod jaate hain....perwaz khushi ki hoti hai, udaasi zameen ki amanat hai...khaak-saari, saare khaakh jazbon ki kok say janam leti hai..aur ye andruni uthal puthal chehre apni parton say ulat dete hain...chupaaye nahi chupte...faqat kamaal nazar ka hota hai ke vo kya dekhna chahti hai aur usko kya dikhaii deta hai...sab say badh kar usko kya dikhaya jaa raha hota hai..
Ye raaz ajnabi hain, ye raaz surmaii hain...ye raaz makhmali hain...ye raaz sandali hain...ye raaz ek paheli hain....sab nahi bujh paate...bas aate hain chale jaate hain...khud ko khojne ka , khud ko sochne ka amal kitnon ki fursat de paati hai...vo lamha-e-ghaur-o-fikr bade nasib say milta hai. qismat wale hote hain vo jo nazar-e-karam paate hain nazar paate hain...bas aisa hi karam hogaya is deewani behaki behaki nazar per....jisey khud ka bhi hosh nahi, ek lage bandhe nizam ke tahat khud ko faraayez ki dori say baandhe apne shab-o-roz say , apne guzarte waqt say ghaafil badhi jarahi hai...khuda ne kuch soch kar hi bandon ki lagaamen kas rakhi hain warna ye belagaam khahishen sarkash dilon ki rasiyaan tudwaane may koi taamil nahi karteen...dil armaan jism aur jaan sab chund din ke mehmaan..hameshgi sirf haq ko hai..haq ka perda hoti hain khahishen ...gar nazar haq say milaana ho tou khud ko bhulana hoga....khudi say nikal aana hoga...mehbub aise nahi raazi hota...mohabbat yon nahi haath aati hai.....rab sa sona, rab sa haseen, rab sa ashiq, rab sa rangeen koi nahi...aap ko jis say bhi mohabbat ho wahan aap zara ghaur karen tou rab ka hi jalwa nazar aayega jo aapke mehbub ko aapki nazar may mumtaaz karta hai...uska koi kamaal nahi saara kamaal aapki nazar ka hai jahan rab ne apni mohabbat nazar ki....warna mohabbat jaisa nayaab jazba bashar ke haath nahi aata...
Sarfarazi ki tamanna sirf ek shert per puri hosakti hai....apne mehbub ki maan jaa...apni khahishon ke hathkandon ko jaan jaa....ek dil tamam umr ki khahishon ki jung ki kahan tak taab laata....aakhir vo thak kar jism ka saath chod jaata hai..aur jism apni kaleed kho kar dher hojaata hai...so dher may tabdel hone say pehle gar apne dil ko zara in sarphiri khahishon say aram dein tou ye dheir koi aur shakal le sakta hai...aur apni baqa ka jwaz pesh kar sakta hai...fana ka maza tab hai jub aap mehbub ki itaa-at may fana hojaao...fana ka nasha tab dobalaa hosakta hai jub aapki ankh mehbub ko khud may paale....aur uski nazar ko apni nazar kar daale...
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