Maine us shab khuda say waada kiya, ke ab kabhi koi shikaayet nahi karungi...zindgi ka her gila us pal heech laga jub vo derd ki intiha say guzar rahi thi....bardasht ki had dekhi maine....us lamha zindgi ka sangeen sach saamne tha....ufff....mere khuda muaf karna mujhe....inaayeten teri khataayen meri....sab yaad aagayeen...tune hamesha is dil ki pukaar suni maula....zindgi ke sabaq mile zarur....magar tera karam shaamil-e-haal raha...tune is dil ka jo mansab socha usi per us ko chala maalik...
Mujh ko taab nahi thi us manzar say nazar milaane ki...mai sherminda thi ke mai shareek-e-haal nahi thi tumhaari.....jo bhi guzri vo tum per guzri....aur meri aankh tamaashaai thi.....mahaz tamaashaai.....mera dil tadap kar dua ban gaya tha....aur meri iltija usko hamesha hi pasand thi..ke vo chahta tha mera iqrar-e-mohabbat..meri takraar usey marghub thi....vo muntazar tha ke kub mai apna taqaza pesh karun aur vo apna....maine manzur karliya.....ke tamaniyet-e-nafs say aham thi meri zindgi ki zindgi...meri zindgi mujhe bakhshi gaii....meri iltija manzur hogaii....
Musalsal chaar raaton ki bedaari ney daras ke kaii baab kholey...her pal ek naya ahad liye mila....maine khud say khuda say bahut saare waadey kiye..khuda kare mai inhen nibha bhi sakun.....
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