Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Khayaal


Haan mujhe yaad hai tu udaas hai mere baghair...tu jaanna chahti hai meri daastaan...vo bhi mere kahe baghair..lo aagai hun mai aaj phir wahi dil le kar...vo aksar is lafz per kitna jhinjlaya karta tha...aji wahi aur kaun..mera khayaal...jub bi ye kehti khud se haye mera dil bechara...aaj sochti hun tou mera bachpan lagta hai kabhi gaya hi nahi..jawaani aai zarur...magar usey bachpan ki dahliz laangna manzur na hua...apni nadanion sameth vo bachpan jo aane waale waqt ko gumraah karde..khatarnaak bhi tou hosakta hai...

bas usi bachpane waali jawaan saali share karne aai hun...jahaan hazaron khubsurat rangon ke darmyaan her kami puri lagti thi....waqt adhura lagta tha...per chaand pura lagta tha...cchahe adha hi kyon na raha ho..ya nazaron may na bhi raha ho...barsaaten bhi geela nahi karti theen...mosam bheega karte they..umr taka karti thi...ye intizr bhi tou khoob hota hai..kisi na kisi ka intizaar..waqt ka,rishton ka...tabdili ka...kamyaabi ka....her intizar apne saath tadap,arzu,aur luzzat le kar milta hai...chahe kuch ekhtiyaar may ho na ho...khayaal tou apne hote hain...unhen tanhaii ke per jub nasib hojaate hain tab unki buland perwaazi per asmaan bhi rashk karne lagta hai...

saweron se ki hain baaten...shaam ke kitne derd samete they...bojhal raaton se lipat lipat kar baaten keen....andheron se tak pyaar kiya...ujalon may khud ko kabhi paaya hi nahi...ke wahaan hasti ka ehsaas kahaan hota hai...bas waqt ki rawani ne saansen bojhal kardeen...vo saare khwaab jo kal tak jawaan rahe..aaj saakt hogaye....ab bandh aankhon may bhi haqeqaton ki chaun hai...dhalte pahar may her lamha tez dhoop hai...ye mosam ruk gaye hain yehin...ye saaye shajar se juda hogaye hain kahin.....

ye asmaan per shafaq nahi meri arzuon ka rang hai...ye ret ka sehra nahi jalte huye khwaab hain...ye ghatayen ab na barsengi kabhi ke unhen in aankhon se pyaar hai...inhi khayalon may kahin ek khayaal hai...ke ho na ho ye mera khayaal hai....

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